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OCD and music in my head
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Monkey721 posted:
I've had OCD since I was a teenager. Mostly a checker (I was in therapy for 4 years and most of my checking symptoms are gone ) but I also get bad thoughts (i.e. people getting hurt or even worse), counting (I count letters in words forward and backwards and if I don't like the amount of letters in the words I either add letters to words or just add another 2 or 3 letter word, depending on how many letters are in each word- very confusing, I know) and the most bothersome symptom I have in music constantly going around in my head. I know it's common to get tunes stuck in your head but I don't get any relief from this symptom. It's not even a specific song. And if I don;t like the song I can go to another song but I try every single day to try and stop the music, to try and concentrate on the sound of a fan to see if that would help, but nothing. I have trouble falling asleep at night because of how distracting the music is. A few years ago I was on medication and several different meds, no relief from my symptoms, 20 lbs and a mental breakdown later (from being weaned off a medication too fast) here I am. I do not want to go on medication again because of the side effects and because they just didn't help me (I was on Anafranil, Risperedal, Paxil CR and I think 1 or 2 different meds). On occasion I also experience depression. I don't know what to do anymore. I need help getting rid of the music.
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Blarney13 responded:
I've had the same symptom with music, except that I get the same song stuck in my head for days and days. Was your medication prescribed by a psychiatrist or an internist? I have found that it does make a huge difference if you find the right doctor. I have been on Luvox (fluvoxamine) and now have switched to Zoloft for family planning reasons. I can tell you that these drugs work great for me. I have relief from all of the "broken record" symptoms. Also the dose for OCD is generally much lower than for depression, so you might have fewer side effects.
 
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cutestkitty1 responded:
My daughter had the same thing but with smells, if she smelt chili for example, she would smell chili for days, at home, at school, stores.... her Dr. put her on 10mg of Lexapro, she doesn't get smells stuck in her head any more. She also has OCD with color organization, it's helped that 'some' what, but I still see a little mild OCD with that yet.

The Dr. that I see told me OCD is common with anxiety, I get more OCD like when my anxiety is high, I think I do it to distract myself from the physical symptoms, if I'm sitting in the living room & notice a picture isn't straight I get fixated on it, & I clean constantly. When my anxiety is low, I couldn't care less if ALL the pictures aren't straight.

Both my daughter have had troubles with horrible anxiety for years now. My other 3 kids are fine. I don't know why her & me.
 
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MultiTasker responded:
Thank you for posting this.

This also bothers me and I don't know how to get rid of it. It might be one or two lines from a song.

Sometimes I listen to see if the words are somehow relevant to something going on, but it just seems like an unwanted distraction. And it can be a distraction from things I don't even want to be distracted from.

It isn't fun but the the other day it was funny. I do no drink beer, nor do I believe in heaven. But for some odd reason, the lines to the silly song were replaying in my head. "In heaven there is no beer, that's why we drink it here." It came out of nowhere and stuck around.

Sometimes I do try to think about the song's meaning or what the song means to me or how that song connects to my life, to see if there is some relevance to why it's there. Sometimes I can make a connection. Other times I can't.

I will be curious to see what others have to say and I hope you find relief here.
 
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Monkey721 responded:
Oh, yeah, Luvox was also one of the meds I was on. The meds were prescribed by a psychiatrist. I went off of them because they weren't working and because my husband and I wanted to try for another baby (who is now 2 ). I really don't have faith in medication right now, which is why I don't want to go on any. Plus, I have rheumatoid arthritis and I am on several meds for that right now, so I don't want to be taking 10 pills a day!!
 
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Claire89 responded:
Wow that sounds so tormenting. I don't know how to stop that. I think it is very good news that your checking was treated by psychotherapy and the symptoms are gone. Doesn't that give you some idea that perhaps the music-in-the-head might also be treated by therapy - the same therapist you saw before? Why not go back to that person and get help. It might be that you will find that the rest of your life will be plagued by these behaviors and you'll have to go for therapy now and again to stop them. Make use of that good resource.

- Claire
 
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Monkey721 responded:
I would love to go back to the therapist I was seeing but she no longer works at the agency I went to. I tried seeing another therapist but we just didn't click and I didn't feel comfortable with her.
 
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Claire89 responded:
So what is keeping you from seeing your good therapist where she is now? You can do that.

- Claire
 
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Monkey721 responded:
She doesn't work at an agency to do therapy anymore. I'm not exactly what she does now, but I think it has something to do with children and substance abuse.
 
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Claire89 responded:
The reason I brought up finding her is that people can work for an agency doing psychotherapy and then decide that they would rather have a private practice doing psychotherapy. So if you liked working with her, I would find her, call her and see if she could work with you. The success of therapy depends a great deal on the good rapport between patient and therapist.

- Claire


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