Hey, I would like to receive your advice, I am 16 and don't know what I suffer from. It all started 6 months ago in February, I decided to do the wrong thing and smoke weed for the first time with my friends, everything went completely fine and nothing happened, but than 10 days after my first time smoking weed I did it again, and ever since than I felt weird. I felt depersonalized and derealized and anxious. I started thinking that i had retinal detachment because my vision was very starry and foggy like cloudy, and decided to visit an ophthalmologist who said I was completely fine and than got an MRI, and they found nothing wrong with me. After this I than went to a psychologist/ psychiatrist because I kept worrying and than starting hearing a voice that would call my name when the tv was on or when a lot of people would talk at the same time, and I still hear this now, so my psychologist prescribed me risperidone, I took a super small dosage, took it 3 times than stopped since I didnt like its effects, I told my psychologist and he was fine with it. I than stopped visiting my psychologist because he told me to come back if things got worse and so far haven't gone back for like 2 months, but I'm still getting anxious thoughts that are hard to control, I keep thinking what if the weed was harmful to me and triggered something like schizo or psychosis, but thats not the case, im afraid of going crazy, and I also used to have tinnitus, but it doesnt really happen anymore. I sleep perfectly and dont have insomnia, or any sleeping disorders, i did used to have panic attacks, but I now know how to control them and they dont occur anymore, I still have the same social life as I did before, I told my friends about what happened and they support me and I have stayed away from marijuana since the second time I smoked it, it was the only drug I ever did in my life, I am afraid of every type of drug now, including alcohol and cigarettes, but idk y, I still feel the same, I eat right exercise, try to control my thoughts and think positive, what should I do, do you think If I distract myself or get a girlfriend, learn something that I'm interested in, that it should all go away, If I never worry about it anymore? How do I get back to my old self and live a worry free life where I dont hear a voice that calls my name that is fake? How?