Hello,
A few weeks back I awoke with an overwhelming anxiety that I was not myself anymore. I had an awful feeling in the pit of my stomach and was having horrible thoughts that I just wasn't my same carefree, loving self. I went into a whirlwind panic attack, hyperventilating and my body temperature was elevated. I couldn't seem to kick the feeling for most of the day. I've never experienced anything like this.
I've had bouts of panic attacks, especially when it came to crowds, driving in cities I wasn't familiar with and basically anything that was new to me, would cause some sense of anxiety. However, these usually resulted in my limbs going numb and hyperventilation. After doing some deep breathing, I would eventually compose myself and move on.
However, this sensation I awoke with was different, my chest clenched and my breath was short and I felt like I've lost control of the rational part of my mind and this overwhelming sensation that I was indeed going crazy. Since then, I've been getting the same feelings, that I was and am uncomfortable with myself. Part of it I feel is due to how intense the feeling was and it is almost haunting how out of
control I felt at that moment, that I could feel that way. I've never experienced anything like this.
I'm an active person, I picked up yoga and have changed my diet
completely to become vegan a few months ago (as your diet directly affects your mental,
physical and emotional health). I was just wondering if anyone
had experienced this same feeling or something close and
what they did to deal with it or even cure it.
I greatly appreciate any and all comments.