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I have severe ADHD with GAD and shuermans disease growing up as a child there where not treatment for either, in 1996 i was injured on the job IE right shoulder went out on work comp was diagnosed with shuermans with a 25 percent disability rating in 1996 was so lucky to find a doctor to help me my Adult ADHD and severe pain from accident i was on and off name brand Dexedrine could not afford the 300 dollar a month prescription only thing that worked was name brand Dexedrine generic was no good, at the same time after work comp settlment wich i was forced into, IE not on medication at the time, my injury to right shoulder was never treated right was a quick lets get u therapy and settle this case the same blesed doctor was so kind to give me diladide pain meds well i was only on the pain killers for a few months i felt so much better after lots of rest so i quit< not a good choice> went back to work i had mild to severe problems with my right arm not my shoulder joint i feels like everything is ripping away from the bone and does so severely now well on and off my meds a bad choice to quit my job in which i have had so many not able to work a full year in my whole life i am now 49 became homeless and unemployed in 2010 lack off meds and terrible pain and every time i stop taking my meds things get worse with adhd and gad the gad was manageable, well not the case now, I am a chef very good one love it wish i could still do it, during this period i went to a chiropractor which gave me lots of relief putting my shoulder back in placed for several months i felt so much better and got back on Dexedrine, but didn't last so expensive and everything went bad homeless and ended up in bad situation so this guy i met was living in Misery oops Missouri with his woman and kept trying to get me to go to Missouri from Kansas so i did in January 2011 so i could file for social security it was clear i could not work ever again my ADHD and GAD is so bad was the worst choice states to move to wel finaly after over a year and going to the er for my adhd telling them i was suicidal only option left, i finally got into mental health facility not behavior health b cause there is none in this city i live in any ways i finally got on some sort of Dexedrine<generic> better than nothing at all i guess well in 2011 January applied for ssd was denied twice now i am apealing nto enough documentation because i lost all my medical records well ive been to three pain management clinics here and because there is such a serious problem with prescription pills here i mean really bad, that the first one i went to was up front i didnt ask for any medications im not prescribing u any narcotics didnt ask for them went there because my pain is getting so bad now with my arm not my shoulder joint and my back upper lower and the top of my spine is pinching a nerve to the right side of my head where the spine ends well i didn't go back to that doctor he was so rude to me so looked found a doctor 80 miles away well i went to that doctor tried to explain to him and little did i know they only do injections and he was like i think i can really help u let me inject u i have to trust a doctor knows what he i s doing, wrong very wrong well he said let me inject u with this u will feel so much better and i need an xray of your neck once again not medicated properly where i am here not on distant planet so he injected me in my neck where i had not symptoms or noticeable problems and since i am taking 3200+ milligrams ibuprofen to try to even get out of bed not really ok with adhd well he injected me with florugide in my neck when he stuck the needle in it crunched so bad the pain was terrible left went the third md and he was straight up i can inject u in shoulder but im not giving any narcotics didnt ask for any so here i am stuck in missouri waiting for SSD did get Mo health net so it at least reconized i have medical issues at the end of my road anyinput