Backie Daily Moanin

Well I have had the crappiest week ever and its not even over.

i have my husbands grandma down and long story short..when she was here last month we thought the dementia had just gotten worse. Turns out she was having onset of alztimers(sp) and about two weeks ago my aunt in law took her to the doctor and explained things to the doctor. He put her on aricept(sp) then she asked my father in law to come and get her. She lives four hours north of us. She left her prescription at the trailer but only realized it yesterday evening. So I have this going on.

Crap at work again.....covering multiple positions which is also increasing my pain levels.....fun....

Money issues are rearing there heads again and its been really really tight. To the point that our power was shut off. Thank God my inlaws were able to help us out till we get paid and we can pay them back.

I have those shots starting next tuesday no idea how i am to pay for them and i must have them to get these pain levels under control.

Oh and last night when the power came back on. the computer did not. I tried turning it on and then called dh and literally as i was talking to him sparks flew out of the back of the harddrive. UM as technologically challenged as i tend to be...even i know that is soooo not good. So....no computer till we can get the power supply back to the guy we bought it from less than six months ago and say um help?

So I will only be checking in on my lunch breaks and if i can get to work prior to clock in.....possible....not likely.....

So My love and hugs to all. i wish you well!!!!!


Erin<--very lost right now and overwhelemed and wants my castle that i was promised!!!!!

Just wanted to know i read your post, i heading to work and i'll respond more tonight, have agood one, ~Deach~

thanks Deach. I will check back after my bath.... in the mean time.......

Well DH came home tonight and started looking at the computer.

The power supply power cord had melted and had our power not been turned off when it had it is likely that our entire house would have gone up in flames. The second DH turned the computer power back on it started sparking again.

Little blessings can sometimes be big ones. I survived without my Facebook games and my FMly for one night. so glad that I don't have to keep going without as I was really depressed about it on my way home tonight.

Drank mornin coffee, read newspaper and while checking backie daily moanin I was moved by Magprincess response. I really can t say more than hang in there. I can remember when my son was young and he was in the school band and decided to buy him a trumphet. We spent 500 dollars which was all the money in our savings. But we never regreted it. He ended up playing the piano, guitar and trumphet. And played music when he got the University. I guess what I am trying to say is
Don t sweat the small stuff
its all small stuff.
I am with everyone here with the back pain. It is a burden but I consider is a small burden compared to others. I used to complain of having no shoes till I met a man with no feet. With back pain we do what we do. God bless.

today i would say is one of the worst days of my left...bar none...im gonna have to fight tooth & nail for comp now...they denied me & the stupid orthopedic surgeon completely ridiculed me!!! it's like i tell him how much pain im in and he labels me a mental case & says i have fibromyalgia!!! OMG!!! i swear ther guy is lucky hes nowhere near me right now...i was in the ER the other day with my lower back...im still in alot of pain & all they did was give me percs and naproxen...which does nothing since i know ii have my heriated discs everywhere...i have the worst ergonomic chair at work and my lower back got worse since i had it and im still having hand & wrist pain & the nerve of that dr to put me down like that is really bothersome...im going to court with my comp case because there is no way im letting this go...not a chance!!! sorry to rant but the letter really upset me...i knew i would probably get denied since those drs get the big bucks for denying people but he flat out said that im a mental case...gee i better make an appt with my therapist lol...i hope everyone else is at least having a better day than i am...was supposed to go to the chiro but i skipped...too upset to leave the house...well on the up side im going back to school in aug...so hopefully that will get my mind off the pains...i wanna prove to people that even though im in some serious pain that i can still get my degree...plus im also trying to change jobs because all of my stress is coming from where i work now...

-heidi

Yikes today is truly a backie daily moanin and I am not kidding. I hope everyone has a better day tomorrow!

Wow, you sure were lucky you caught that in time. Did you have a PC surge protecter? We come to depend on our comp. and some on their cells. I guess i could go without my pC but i sure would miss it. But i have all my books and i have a lifetime of reading here.
Chin up, bad times don't last,, good people do. Havea good evening, ~Daech~

Your right fenton, Don t sweat the small stuff.....if we allow God to run our lives instead of trying to run it without Him. We would be in much better shape. God is in control,,hear that thump thump thump of a heart beat? He could stop it in a blink. We do rely on Him, its a no brainer. Have a good night, ~Deach~

Hi Heidi, Thats what we are here for, get it off your chest. Rant and moan all you want. I understand. You can do anything you put your mind to. Tomorrow could be a better day. Wake up saying Today will be a good day and everything will go my way. Tomorrow was just a bad day passing. I can do it. Yes i can.... Sweet dreams, ~Deach~