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hi Beej...good luck! For me, I'm kind of forcing the post out.....

Weather: cooled way down. Mid-70's but we'll see mid-80's before day is out

Sleep: Interupted first by S calling in to day labor to cancel his ticket because of me....then the 7am, can't be ignored texts began

Mood: Depressed, overwhelmed, completely pissed off, hurt, confused, disappointed. I think I am running the gamet.

Plans: Waiting to hear if a check I really need to take care of business is really valid. If so, cash at issuing back and then deposit cash into mine. Call about the cable since no one seems to know how to handle an error in billing but me around here. Wait for my legal aid consult at 3 and add to the list. I hate being a witch, but it's reached a point that there is no choice in the matter. And of course call the pdoc with all that and see what he wants me to do. But given the symptoms haven't leveled out and beyond acting drunk, severe forgetfulness, itchiness all over without a rash, I can now add auditory and visual hallucinations. Not bad, weird ones. Just lights and beeps. Enough to startle me or cause me to go looking for what doesn't exist. I am trying to avoid hospitalization at all costs, especially since the court order from 4 years ago has yet again been brought up because the ex is so far mentally gone, he's not keeping up with the boys' schoolwork and I've stepped up and taken that one. Spitefulness is such a horrible thing. Well that's about it. But I think it's way more than enough.

Hello my dahlings

Weather: supposed to get up to 97 degs today

Sleep: good, but Ive been experiencing exhaustion spells through out each day.

Mood: ok for now

Plans: The purse that I was making for Mercy is now in the garbage. lol. Not really. Im gonna fix it up and put it on the rack with the other purses that Im going to sell. Im going to start a new purse for Merc. LOL hahaha oohhh my rhyming abilities never end. Or, Mercy's pursey. May play some LOTRO today because their having their Fall Festival. I love their festivals. I swear, Im such a kid.

You all have a fab. day. love ya's muahs

Hi folks Newbie here. Really messed up today. Severe fatigue can get up off the couch kind. Going back on Zoloft, i think i am having benzo withdrawal??? Hope to be back tomorrow for clearer updates.

Good evening

weather chilly

sleep awesome

mood kinda weird

plans pretty much all done for the day. Just got the $100's of dollars worth of med in each cat. They all have major pink eye, a respiratory infections and 4 of them have bacterial infections in their ears, and the baby I found has ear mites. I have only one cat who isn't sick but he gets preventative meds so He doesn't get devil eyes. It's quite a project trying to keep all the meds straight and which ones go in the fridge. I'm losing my mind.....ooh yea, I already lost it. They all have officiall run me to the poor house. I told my husband it would have been cheaper to put them to sleep.....but he knows me and knows that will never happen. I love my babies too much and have to get them all well. I hate seeing those poor red swollen eyes. They are killing me.