Lost in the activity of the moment
ddnos posted:
Never Ending

I have been sitting here at the computer for about 2.5 hrs, and I'm not entirely sure what I've been doing all that time. lol I got up at 6 a.m. and by 7 a.m. I took my provigil so I wouldn't sleep all day. I layed down for about a half hour then got up and replied to my sisters email. I had intended to shower and start my laundry by 9 a.m.! The washer was broke yesterday! But here it is 10:05 a.m. and I'm STILL here fiddling around on the computer! I absolutely HATE it when I do this! If I take my shower first, then I usually do better about getting things done instead of getting "lost" at the computer. HOWEVER, lately, that seems like a monumental task! I get so sick of myself sometimes! When will I EVER learn that if I do my morning routine differently, it will affect the rest of my day in a better, more positive way?? Sigh! Sometimes I wonder if there really IS a brain in my head, you know?

I will not get lost in activities!
I will not get lost in activities!
I will NOT get lost in activities!!!!

Have great day, everyone! I plan to have a better day from this point forward!! Please join me! No matter how crappy your morning has been so far, let's not allow it to ruin our ENTIRE day, OK?

Forgiveness is letting go of the hope that the past could have been any different --Unknown
monkeybee responded:
I do that sometimes too and it sort of sucks your day away. I always end up feeling guilty about it. I hope your day got better for you!
skypper responded:
Hey I often wonder if there's a brain in my head too!
My day's have all gotten away from me lately, I've been in this funk of anger and sadness...and boredom and frustration.
I feel so busy all the time that when I'm home I want to do nothing at all but just create a groove in my bed and stay there all day, probably not the best day to spend a day when in reality there's still so much that's needs to be done around here.
Hope your day got better for you yesterday doodles.
When nothing's going right, go left!