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Monday Bipolar Post/poss. triggers
bpcookie posted:
Hello peeps


Mood... DOWN

plans...lay in bed and cry. Im still in so much pain, down stairs. I cant ever see this getting better. Im tired of all the useless pain meds that screw up my brain and make me feel like a druggy. Im aliving but I woulnt call it living. Im just hanging on by a string. Have apt. tommorow to have another procedure done. I have no hope thet it will help. I miss the happy person that I used to be, now Im only a shell of what I used to be.

Sorry that I have been MIA. Sorry that I havent called anyone or emailed anyone, my mood is all over the place and some times I hide away from the world.

love you guys, muahs
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mercygive responded:
Hello Friends,

Cookie, you are more than a shell or your life wouldn't have such a positive impact on others. Don't believe what your mind is telling you when you are down. We all love you so much. There is never a shortage of prayers here for each other.

Weather: Hotter than

Sleep: Not much, enjoying lots of creativity and writing but I spend more time editing than writing. I hate that. It will make no sense when I am done

Mood: Highly emotional and sensitive to every little thing. I was marking my mood chart baseline, but to be honest, as much as I want it to be my reality, I am elevated and lost in everything that makes me feel everything. I am listening to songs over and over so fixated to music and lyrics on You Tube I can't get away from my computer and head phones.

Plans: I have no plans when I am like this, just a lot of writing and staying up to 2-3 am. Seroquel hangovers when I get up 5 hours later to work. It would be easier if I didn't sleep at all.

Sweet Dreams
A little yoga goes a long way
bpcookie replied to mercygive's response:
Hey there my Mercy hun, listening to music can be up lifting, so maybe watching videos on Youtube, may be of some help. I used to be addicted to Youtube. If you want to have a good laugh, look up niga higa, his videos are so funny. He makes fun of movies and tv shows.

Love ya sweetie

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