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Do you have Borderline Personality Disorder? This new Exchange has been developed so we can encourage each other, share tips to get through those down days, and/or just vent.
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An_188800 posted:
I am scared - I just wasted alot of time today emailing back and for the with my sistetr being hateful to her. I was honest and kind of enjoyed finally saying what I think and some if it was mean. It felt like another person was finally getting to say what she wanted to say and I was hiding back behind her. I don't regret what was said but I never would have said those things really. Why did i do that? I emailed an apololgy finally but i'm not sure I 100% believe myself. I can''t believe this 'lilith' lives inside me and can hurt someone like that without caring. I want to be upset b/c I hurt her. I would never have hurt anyone like that but this 'lilith' doesn't care. No 'lilith' is not a personality (I don't think) she's just the name I give to the bitch who let me say all that stuff. Am I bipolar or BPD or something? It feels like I'm free and I'm scared after alot of years. Help?
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marysings responded:
Oh my, I'm not sure how to answer your question.

I suggest you find a psychologist to help you find an answer. We are not 'professionals' in this community.

All the best to you,
Mary
I'm strong willed and I tell it like it is. I make mistakes, I'm sometimes out of control, but I love and give with all my heart. Have patience with me as I heal.


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