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hello pt II
sittingbull594 posted:
need to vent be heard listened to and tomorrow doesn't come in enough time. i have a new grandbaby 4 mos. old that lives in another state from me. we were to visit this mo but i tried to suicide two times not very successfully apparently.
i read on dil fb page all about her relatives being with baby and how great her mom is. prob for me is they skype and my son doesn't even take the incitive to call me only texts once in a while unless i inciate.
i'm so sick of this. theres been some hard feelings started by dil against me that were extremely bad and then in retaliation against her by me just as bad.
i sh. wanna do that tonight an dholding off cuz i don't want them to win. took more antihistamines in the hopes of getting sleepy and getting out of bad physcial pain that nothing seems to help tonight.
im mad sad disappointed deceived hurt blamed shamed and sometimes its just plain to hard to go on. tomorrow is mondayh and a work day and have so much to do. i'm freakin already. ihave group in afternoon but its suppose to snow and the group is a 40 min drive from me. its been stupid snowin on mondays for som reason and i missed group last week.
i don't know if my pcp will call cuz i'm one big hurtin machine! new shoes didn't help. thank you for reading. my other side is a gentle giant (i'm 5'10") and a woman! i think i'm getting sleepy now. yeah how quick was that
May God walk before you. b.e.f.

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