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I talk to my inner child
HesayImBeautifulIagree posted:
I suffer from personality disorder and bipolor w/manic episodes. My life has it's ups and downs like any one else but I have 8 specific ppl I battle with. A 9 yr old who had to deal with sexual abuse and my birth mother's abuse. My 11 yr old me she tried to excape but I was too afraid. Then there is the rebel she is 16 and gets me into trouble still because she comes out when I am vulnerable and she was so mean and fought a lot and still fights when I'm back into a wall! then there's my 18 yr old she is shy but wants to excert herself and stop pleasing others. then there is my sweet loving 21 yr old she wants to save the world. then there is the 25 yr old she turned my world around in a bad way! We'll talk about her later. then there's just little old me and she struggles to survive!!!!
bod27 responded:
Welcome to the board

just popped in quickly to see what was going on - have to get ready to go to work now - so just a quick one to say Hi.
HesayImBeautifulIagree replied to bod27's response:
I am so sorry been struggling and for got to see if anyone even read my post
I love bein the me I see but I'm not sure who that me is!!!!
shanabanana09 replied to HesayImBeautifulIagree's response:
I am reading your post, and I find you are very interesting and probably very nice and more normal than u know! I hope you are doing well and taking care of yourself!
HesayImBeautifulIagree replied to shanabanana09's response:
I have been without a computer and so down in the dumps but please know that I thank you from the bottom of my heart!

Please don't let this stop you from commenting or repling to my post m computer is up and running now!
I love bein the me I see but I'm not sure who that me is!!!!
shanabanana09 replied to HesayImBeautifulIagree's response:
I remember this top post. So this is you, as you were growing up. These are things you went thru?

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