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    Do you have Borderline Personality Disorder? This new Exchange has been developed so we can encourage each other, share tips to get through those down days, and/or just vent.
    how i feel every second of my day....
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    depressedperson posted:
    shaking
    shivering
    starting to cry
    feeling so lonely
    wanting to die
    and if you tell people
    the things that you do
    they still don't know all of you
    you start to cut
    feeling the pain
    realizing...
    this isn't a game
    the pain through your spine
    you then start to whine
    you wanna die
    but you just don't know why
    what's the point of living life if your going to suffer?

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    marysings responded:
    I'm alive for my family and friends who love me. One time I was in a psych hospital and my psychiatrist died very unexpectedly from a cocain overdose (short story: he was counseling a young lady and she pulled him into the cocaine usage - stupid and traggic). The pain that I felt was horrible and it changed my perspective on everything.

    Living is hell, dieing will be heavenly. I am looking forward to going to heaven, but I'll wait until God takes me.

    I hope you can find a reason to stay around.
    When we do the best we can, we never know what miracle is wrought in our life, or in the life of another. Helen Keller
     
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    depressedperson replied to marysings's response:
    thnxx.....swwy i havent been on this site in a really lonq time,
    i see a point in life, i live my life for myself....even though i suffer every second, if i was to kill myself people would go boolistic, im still alive because i can imaqine all the pain that people would qo throuqh........so i continue to suffer for every1 else basically
     
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    SFGiantsgirl responded:
    It use to be sudden thoughts of death killing myself now it's feeling lonely.


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