It's taken me a couple weeks to get a grip, as she hid how bad she was. Darned chemo did nothing changed nothing on the cancer, but destroyed her heart! Clearly, at the end she knew it was a mistake and warned us that we weren't to be mad because it was her decision. Still frustrates me how two different doctors can treat the same cancer so differently.
BUT according to her wishes, I'm to get my butt writing and get the books I've been talking about get done. I had hoped she'd be able to read the one on cancer survival, but will be dedicated to her none-the-less.
I'm doing better and going to now head over to the paranormal board to see what's hopping there.
Hugs,
Angie