Well, with all the anxiety and 'symptoms' I've had these last months and different meds and doses, as you know, I've had bad days--some days felt like I'd 'lose it' but after awhile, symptoms eased.
Today, I woke early--took the Xanax and after an hour still was feeling so jittery and then began to shake all over---making me think something bad was happening--I cried off and on---my husband wanted to head to E.R. right away.
Instead, I called my primary and he said take a 2nd Xanax and then to go to the E.R. right away.
By the time I got there I was still shaking but not as badly and by the time I left 5 1/2 hours later, I was pretty calm--just wiped out.
An EKG showed PAC's but no A-fib! That 's good. They did a thyroid blood test, and that turned out ok--also a urine sample no results yet on that. My b/p was up some but was coming down slowly by the time we left.
I expect to be ok. They asked if I felt 'suicidal'---of course not, but I did tell them I actually was dreading facing another day of this awful head pressure and symptoms of Meniere's and though I've had anxiety with it for awhile, today was the 'capper'.
They called my doctor--he said, since I'm on the low dose of Xanax, to take 1 and wait 1 hour, if not better take another 1, and I can do that (taking 2 at a time, 3 times a day) if needed.
I see him in a few days. Probably looking at another type of anti-depressant and/or seeing a therapist or psychiatrist.
Whatever it takes, I don't want to go through this again. My head right now is soooo light headed (probably the Xanax) and the stress of the day.
Can you believe it? My husband 'trusts' your advise and so I told him I'd write you. He thinks I get on 'forums--like the Meniere's one' and it makes me more depressed about all this. Actually--he doesn't like talking about his 'ills' and doesn't understand that it actually helps me to talk to someone who understands like those on the forum.
I told him
if I was not 'medically knowledgeable, I would have problems looking at forums. As it is
I am an educated 'layperson' , so feel I know how to discern good and bad comments and advise.
It's good to talk to those who understand what this condition is all about. Anyway, just wanted to start another post and bring you the 'latest'. Another 'saga'

yanksgirl