I have been affected from allergies for six years. I have dermatitis or eczema, preninial rhinitis and an associated ear problem in my right ear. I have problem in speaking and producing sound. There is a continuous pain in right side of throat above the Adams apple area directly behind the nose, the internal end of the nostril. I have recently started to fumble in public speaking.
I have loudness confirmation problem i.e. I am not able to judge and maintain loudness while speaking because every time I speak I hear a sound of vibration with every word. For words like m and n there is similar vibration sound (in right year).Sometimes during the day, vibration gets far louder to me than my voice and hence I cannot judge how loud I might be speaking and that makes speaking, talking and reading very difficult and annoying.
I have feeling of strain in my voice and I think I can't make good output of voice or sound but my friends say that I sound fine, probably because they don't want me to get discouraged. I can't hear to my own sound in a noisy place and I just could hear the vibration, sounding very deep while I could hear others speaking normally but I can't do so. Also I have to put extra effort or pressure to sound audible to others with lots of vibration accompanied with my voice.
Every time I speak my ear adds extra sound to my voice that only I can hear and not the person I am talking to. (In a noisy place)Sometimes when I am talking I become unsure whether I have said the particular word because I can't hear myself while they do understand me ,it's the listener who clarifies my doubt. In contrast I have no problem in hearing externally produced sound.
It vibrates in a same way as cars glass vibrates with the audio system. As the cars glass produce sound by vibrating likewise my ear does to me.
+ I have dermatitis and rhinitis
Dermatitis was more prominent in previous years but now its mild but still it has not gone while rhinitis is persistent, it started from dermatitis/eczema in the year 2006 and it went off and came back with treatments but did not left. Three and have years ago I started showing symptoms of rhinitis with this ear problem which I misunderstood to be cold. I took numerous of medicines in this regard and have consulted around 10 different doctors (ENT and skin) from various hospitals. Ate lots of medicine but I am still writing here.
My condition is deteriorating.
Is there anybody who can direct me?
I would be really thankful