My only hope is that you assess your progress
quantitatively, not qualitatively.
One of my best friends had colon cancer (stage 4). She was never a numbers person, more a feel and intuition type of gal.
After her chemo waned, she passed on clinical trials and ended up chosing an alternative cancer treatment (ozone, vitamin C, massage, etc) therapy. She asked me what I thought of the program. I told her,
"It doesn't matter what I think. All that matters is do you believe (this will work). If you do, then, go for it."But, I also added...
"Just do me one favor...get a CEA (Carcinoembryonic Antigen) measurement from your hemotologist every 2 weeks and and a CT scan as often as your insurance will permit. Attach numbers to how you feel. Don't just rely on your gut. Track your progress with this new program, please."
She went with her gut
and skipped the blood tests. Drained every penny out of her 401K in less than 7 weeks, and...
She passed away a couple weeks ago...we did her hospice in my home.
This is not to suggest that if she did things any differently, she might have survived. No, not at all. Plus, her therapy made her feel good. When you're approaching end of life, what's more important than that? So, I bit my lip, shut my mouth and helped her every way I could. It was OK. At least she had her mother and her three kids, bedside, when it happened.
Still, I wish she had followed my request. It was the only favor I asked. CEA when she started the final therapy was 1500; at the end 50,000. 12 weeks, total, from the time of her last chemo.