beautifulbuffalo posted:
I have been depressed since I got home from vacation. I went to see my therapist and she changed some of my medications around. I wish I had the correct medicine to take and go to sleep. I've deceided my family will go on without me. I'm in constant pain with my knee. I've been swimming when I can get myself to get dressed to go out to help my knee but it's still painful in the water. I was told to walk with a cane but I don't feel right using it. My therapist said the pain I'm experiencing could be causing my depression. I just can't find happiness.