beautifulbuffalo posted:
How do you grieve for a brother who is dying and in hospice when he hurt you all your life.

I hate writing here but I have nobody to talk to. I have no friends. Can't even talk to my husband because he wishes him dead now.

I'm depressed and stressed and have lots anxiety. You who know my kids are all living with me and my husband and it's stressing us out with 2 grandkids also in the house. Seems like all I hear is screaming. My stress cant' take it.

I have had surgery 4 times on my left knee and it has been giving my whole leg a lot of pain. That's not helping the depression and stress. I just had a shot in my knee. I get one about every 2 months.

I feel so alone.