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    Lost all hope
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    lexismom11 posted:
    I am feeling very sad and angry today. I have lost all hope that I will ever be better. I am going to see another doctor on Tuesay to see if there is anything the he can do to help me. So I will see how that goes. Until then, I am not sure what I am going to do. Even then, I have a lot of doubts as to whether I can even be helped. My depression is so bad right now. I just feel completely defeated like everything I do is pointless and my life means nothing.
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    SFGiantsgirl responded:
    It gets better I felt the exact same way before I found the right meds.
     
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    lexismom11 replied to SFGiantsgirl's response:
    I am not feeling so hot tonight. My sister went home today and that makes me really sad. Not sure what to do with the sadness. It just gets added to all of the sadness that already exists. I just don't don't have any more words right now.
     
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    susiemargaret replied to lexismom11's response:
    hello, L --

    try to get some rest. i'll check in with you tomorrow.

    i send you many caring thoughts to get you thru the night.

    -- susie margaret
    what good is gold, or silver too, if your heart's not good and true -- hank williams, sr.
     
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    lexismom11 replied to susiemargaret's response:
    I am feeling like I don't belong anywhere. I am an outsider looking in. Everything I do is difficult, even sleeping. I either sleep too much or not enough. I am not worthly of a good life. I just want to cry but I can't. Nothing can help me. I feel like I am going crazy because I can't control my depression or my thoughts.
     
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    dem24 replied to lexismom11's response:
    Sometimes the biggest source of inspiration comes from the person you see in the mirror everyday. Look yourself in the face and remember you ARE worth it!
     
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    susiemargaret replied to lexismom11's response:
    hello, L --

    how did it go at your dr's apptmt? was this your primary-care dr or was it a counselor or psychiatrist?

    -- susie margaret
    what good is gold, or silver too, if your heart's not good and true -- hank williams, sr.


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