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    ladybird81 posted:
    [TRIGGER] I've hit my breaking point...I'm done. I just want the pain to stop.
    ladybird81 responded:
    I've never felt this bad....
    ladybird81 responded:
    SleepyKittenz replied to ladybird81's response:
    No goodbyes what's wrong??
    susiemargaret replied to ladybird81's response:
    hello, L --

    what's happening?

    by now you've probably already figured out that we are not a 24/7, "live" chat room, but there are several of us on-line right now, and we'll be glad to talk with you. give us a few mins to respond after you post each time.

    i'm sending you caring thoughts, and i know that SLEEPYKITTENZ is sending them too.

    -- susie margaret
    what good is gold, or silver too, if your heart's not good and true -- hank williams, sr.
    Andie_WebMD_Staff responded:
    Hi Ladybird,

    I'm so sorry you're having such a hard time right now. Please be strong and reach out for the support both here on our community and also offline where you can meet and talk with someone.

    Here is a list of crisis resources, hotlines, and web sites that may be of help if you may be in trouble.

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    If you think you need immediate help and cannot speak to a family member, a medical professional, or a member of the clergy, please reach out to one of these organizations or dial 911 immediately.

    Take care and please let us know how you're doing! We care about you!


    ladybird81 replied to Andie_WebMD_Staff's response:
    I'm tired of everything. It seems like I take 2 steps foward and get knocked back 3 steps. I've been struggling with depression for way to long. I'm grieving a loss. I'm frustrated and angry at myself.
    SleepyKittenz replied to ladybird81's response:
    I'm sorry, was it a family member? Or?.. You don't have to tell me it'll be ok
    marysings replied to ladybird81's response:
    Losses in our lives take a long time to heal. Gone is the person who gave you great support, encouraged you when you were down, and loved you unconditionally. (If this is not your case, I understand.) That said, any loss is difficult.

    There will be many ups and downs as you adjust to life without that person around. Don't expect much movement of emotions in the first year. Allow yourself to grieve as long as you need to. And when "well meaning" people crititize you for taking an extra amount of time to grive, walk away. Every person grieves different.

    Learn to accept that your grief allows to you heal. Time also heal and eventually you'll understand that. For now, your healing timeline is yours alone.

    I'm strong willed and I tell it like it is. I make mistakes, I'm sometimes out of control, but I love and give with all my heart. Have patience with me as I heal.
    ladybird81 replied to SleepyKittenz's response:
    Yes it was a close family member. My biggest supporter. She was always there to lean on and understood my depression. I am beyond devastaded. I just don't have the energy anymore. My struggle is just a lot harder. I'm sorry
    susiemargaret replied to ladybird81's response:
    hello, L --

    i am so sorry for your loss. for now, try to get thru just one day at a time. don't think about next month or next year; just think about today, or the next hour, or even the next ten mins if that's what it takes.

    you can get some good advice and emotional support in our grief/loss community as well, .

    i send you many caring thoughts to help you thru the night.

    -- susie margaret
    what good is gold, or silver too, if your heart's not good and true -- hank williams, sr.
    ladybird81 replied to susiemargaret's response:
    Thank you I have an appt with my therapist tomorrow. I'm taking it by the minute right now. I'm so numb.
    kellystar24 replied to ladybird81's response:
    if u want an extra set of eyes/ears whatever u want to call it, i will listen. im really good at that.
    ladybird81 replied to kellystar24's response:
    Thank you for your kind words. I'm so alone. My heart is very heavy. I can't go on anymore. I'm completely falling apart.
    lost62 replied to ladybird81's response:
    am sorry foe you loss

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