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still hanging in there
here4every1else posted:
hello everyone, well the past couple of days have been torcherous.... i'm so confused with life. I want to live but I feel like why do I keep fighting my thoughts? I love my family etc. but just, I guess hate myself. I talked with my doctor, psych the other day but it left little relief. I am hoping that knowing others are out there surviving each day as I am helps. One of my co-workers asked/told me to quit being so selfish. I wasn't sure what to say. I was upset but also a bit like yeah. I'm not sure. but anyway I am rambling and will go. I hope everyone can keep hanging on, I will keep working on it.
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5 Replies |Watch This Discussion | Report This| Share this:still hanging in therehello everyone, well the past couple of days have been torcherous.... i'm so confused with life. I want to live but I feel like why do I keep fighting my thoughts? I love my family etc. but just, I guess hate myself. I talked with my doctor, psych the other day but it left little relief. I am hoping that knowing others are out there surviving each day as I am helps. One of my co-workers asked/told me to quit being so selfish. I wasn't sure what to say. I was upset but also a bit like yeah. I'm not sure. but anyway I am rambling and will go. I hope everyone can keep hanging on, I will keep working on it.<br /> <br />w
Chez1 responded:
hi here4, what you describe is pretty much how i feel, the thought processes do change (often every other second) but I keep trying to hold onto that I love my family and that they are there and need me (I only recently got this belief back) never going to let it go again. I suggest you go back to the dr and psych to say what you have said here, explain that the contact has not been beneficial.
In the meantime, keep posting here, we want to here from you and want you to feel welcome into the group
hugs
Chez x
In the meantime, keep posting here, we want to here from you and want you to feel welcome into the group
hugs
Chez x
People often say that motivation doesn't last. Well, neither does bathing - that's why we recommend it daily....... Zig Ziglar
Report This| Share this:still hanging in therehi here4, what you describe is pretty much how i feel, the thought processes do change (often every other second) but I keep trying to hold onto that I love my family and that they are there and need me (I only recently got this belief back) never going to let it go again. I suggest you go back to the dr and psych to say what you have said here, explain that the contact has not been beneficial. <br />In the meantime, keep posting here, we want to here from you and want you to feel welcome into the group<br />hugs<br />Chez x
niteflier responded:
Hey here4, i am sorry the last couple of days have been like this for you. I think all of us here have felt the same way. I know I have those rambling thoughts and wish I had better control of them - better - as if I have any control.....I do not, just the hope that I will always keep family in my mind and fighting the nothingness.
please know there are others surviving each day and that we are here for you when you need.
I am also sorry a co-worker talked to you that way. Obviously, they have not yet experienced what we are going through and I I hope they do not, as I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.
(((hugs)))
please know there are others surviving each day and that we are here for you when you need.
I am also sorry a co-worker talked to you that way. Obviously, they have not yet experienced what we are going through and I I hope they do not, as I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.
(((hugs)))
Niteflier
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Perhaps the Animal Spirit is so great that one day it may inspire compassion in the human heart. Nan Sea Love
Report This| Share this:still hanging in thereHey here4, i am sorry the last couple of days have been like this for you. I think all of us here have felt the same way. I know I have those rambling thoughts and wish I had better control of them - better - as if I have any control.....I do not, just the hope that I will always keep family in my mind and fighting the nothingness.<br /> <br />please know there are others surviving each day and that we are here for you when you need.<br /> <br />I am also sorry a co-worker talked to you that way. Obviously, they have not yet experienced what we are going through and I I hope they do not, as I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.<br /> <br />(((hugs)))
here4every1else replied to niteflier's response:
I just deleted almost all of my reply by mistake....that seems to be how life goes. i just do not know how much more of this i can deal with it. i don't know...i lost my train of thought and can't remember what i deleted. i want to feel joy, i am so discusted with myself it is just a continual circle. i just want to do and hide in a place my own and disappear into the void. i know is not the answer. or i just want to be told it will be better. does that make sense?
Report This| Share this:still hanging in thereI just deleted almost all of my reply by mistake....that seems to be how life goes. i just do not know how much more of this i can deal with it. i don't know...i lost my train of thought and can't remember what i deleted. i want to feel joy, i am so discusted with myself it is just a continual circle. i just want to do and hide in a place my own and disappear into the void. i know is not the answer. or i just want to be told it will be better. does that make sense?
Chez1 replied to here4every1else's response:
hi again here4, all what you have said sounds familiar, and although you wont realise it you have helped me alot by sharing your feelings. I would offer a small space in my dark hole but I am about to climb out, I offer you my hand to keep you out.
Hugs
Chez x
Hugs
Chez x
People often say that motivation doesn't last. Well, neither does bathing - that's why we recommend it daily....... Zig Ziglar
Report This| Share this:still hanging in therehi again here4, all what you have said sounds familiar, and although you wont realise it you have helped me alot by sharing your feelings. I would offer a small space in my dark hole but I am about to climb out, I offer you my hand to keep you out.<br />Hugs<br />Chez x
here4every1else replied to Chez1's response:
Chez, i'm glad that i was able to help. it is a comfort knowing that i'm not out there alone. it just sucks to feel like this so much.
Report This| Share this:still hanging in thereChez, i'm glad that i was able to help. it is a comfort knowing that i'm not out there alone. it just sucks to feel like this so much.
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