So, nobody wants to talk to me.

I would not be alive today if it wasnt for this group.

Jaws sorry I haven't been on much lately. Glad to hear it's going so well for you.

Sorry Jaws! Power went out for a couple of minutes. No reason that I know of .

Glad you pointed out how much being here and the help we get from each other, keeps us going even when we desperately don't want to.

Really makes me feel good seeing you do so well. Keep going man!

Thank you demons. I hated Nebraska lost their bowl game but they had a great year. Hi Chez, hi MyRain- I hope yall are not upset with me- I had to take some time away.

LoL Jaws,
They lost to a slightly better team, happens.

I was raised a Georgia fan, it was bittersweet- i couldnt even watch the game

Have any of yall had depression that came out of nowhere (free-floating depression) ? I was doing computerwork and, out of nowhere got really sad and really depressed. WOW....Please let me know.

Jaws! I know exactly what you are describing, some times I come home from work ( I hate work) and usually coming home makes me on cloud 9 cause I can smoke and pet my kitty cat and play my games and put my feet on the table and be who I wanna be! But sometimes Ill come home and just burst into tears and my fiance will come home and wanna know whats wrong I tell him I dont know and to leave me alone for a while til I feel better, thats how I deal with it, I know its just my brain doing its messed up thing it does, and I just give myself time to cry it out til I feel better.
Its a little embarrassing to try and explain to my fiance, cause he gets so worried and then I tell him nothing happened to me, and he gets upset at me for making him worry, but I told him if he loves me hell learn to deal with it.
How are things with you and youre wife going jaws? Glad to hear you were working things out, hope its still going better, take care.

Doing a lot of volunteer work at Red Cross with blood drives and my wife are still in intense counseling (She has this type depression too) and I am staying clean from drugs and staying away from the wrong people. I also have times having depression since awakening-what is this God? I have to get out of the house and fill my brain with ways I can fight this depression.Weird

Good to see you're back and doing better.

Jeff

It has been almost 2 months since I had my disability hearing and have not heard a word. Has anybody have had similiar situations.

I havent had a similar experience cause I have never applied for disablity, but I know that federal funding is never in a hurry to jump in some ones wallet! maybe call them and see how much longer it should be?