I need help
jaws82 posted:
It has been a hard day. My neurosurgeon wants to operate on my back again because the pain is getting worse and the meds are not helping. It It even hurts to walk. I am so depressed I found away not to hurt anymore and it is painless. My family doesnt know how bad I hurt. I have been denied disability. This world doesnt need me and I dont need it. I never thought it would have gone this far.I know whhat I have to do.