Hi ill, I would say high blood sugars can contribute to not feeling we which could lead to being depressed at times. We have a lot on our plate with this daily. Not sure when we are going high or low sometimes and if you have overall anxiety that can cause the blood sugars to increase do to stress.
I would say you need to get closer to 100 to feel better and it is a tall order but we have to do it. Here is what I do to keep this in better control now. I eat only the good carbs such as veggies and the less spiking fruits. No more white fluffy carbs even though we can adjust are insulin to it. I eat about 3-4 oz of protein such as a morning star sausage in the morning and one wheat toast or a slight oatmeal and slight fruit.Eat slowere metabolising carbs such as baby red potaotoes. These types of food may help you to get down in the low 100s and I really believe it will help with the anxiety to. I know when I am up at 180 or above their is a huge difference.
Also, you have to factor in an hour of excersize at least 5 days a week. It is amazing how that will help lower your numbers and reduce anxiety. I mean real activity. No strolling a block, I mean work your way up on the stair master or treadmill or stationary bike. Ask the Dr. what you can tolerate at this time based on your overall condition.
All of this is a must to avoid long term complications of Diabetes which are devistating. It is all about life style change and you controlling it and it not controlling you.
Your Dr. should have you on a carb counting formula for each 25 carbs how many units of fast acting insulin with meals for example. I do not know which insulins you are on or how much. Your Dr. has to also tell you if you do an hour of excersise how much reduction in your dose of insulin. You have to log your sugars fasting, at meals and 2 hours after a meal and bedtime and give them to the Dr. so things can get adjusted. Make sure if you start to excersise to bring oj with you and test before and after. Sometimes with a great workout your blood sugar can drop 50 points in a half hour or even more so be sure and be at 125 or so before you start and drink a lot of water.
If you do all these things listed and some more from information on web md unless it is a chemical depression/anxiety you are experiencing ( of which you would need different meds), you will feel tons better all the way around, even mentally more alert.
Keep us posted and stay on this site to and lets see if anyone else has ideas. Panic attacks I am not familiar but anxiety I sure am. We all seem to have a little of that in our own way, some more than others, it is stress related.
krhudson