Diabetes Community

hello group, how is everyone doing?I do notice my last couple posts people just ignored but that's okay. It's about to happen. But trust me I'm not making up my mental illness I hurt so many people this past year including web M.D.. I know you're all saying he's back crying wolf. But I want to chance to do right for my diabetes and my health. I'm not here to complain but I want people not to give up on me either. I'm not giving up my self. So anyway today I'm feeling very sick feel like throwing up. And I'm very lightheaded and dizzy. I went to my doctor go today and told him how was feeling he's doing more test on me with my heart. The last stress tests I had came out okay but haven't been feeling good believe me. The reason I left the group for a while all the criticism I was getting not taking care of my diabetes or health and I was tired of it. I know you all told me the truth what to say to me but deep down the truth hurts me. Ever since my car accident my life has change. My mom does still doesn't talk to me. Lost my job or you all quit quit. Which ever way you think of. I just know I'm working on my recovery one day time or tiny steps.I know for a fact I have to work on myself not to be so selfish, but like I said to everyone my selfish doesn't come with my personality. When my mental illnesses out-of-control I'm selfish but it's not me it's my mental illness. I tell other people about this they think I'm crazy saying this. But you all have to live through the mental illness to understand. I know you all are hesitated to contact and give me comments. I'm not stupid. But I have a lot of my plate right now and I'm asking for help. Your friend Den