Diabetes Community

hello group, I know I can keep saying sorry to everyone on the web M.D., I'm off talk message not about diabetes, I know some of you don't like me. But I wish we could be civil. I know in the past of the web M.D. since I joined I've been very hard to deal with. I know that, I lost my mom in support me how she did because of my behavior that I gave her, she only called me once in a while now, she does most of the calling. I know deep down she loves me but she can deal with the compulsion over calling and leaving hundred messages, that's my OCD, but the past month I've been really trying hard taking notes going to war my groups, my therapists coping skill group, I've been eating healthier wheels and meals come to my house. I'm trying very hard but truth is my mom doesn't see it's, she feels I'm the same person, I need your suggestion how I can make people around like me and love me especially my mom. I want to make proud ever since my car accident yes my mental illness took its course, and yes sometime but the struggle for me up to deal with my mental illness but am learning to harness its. Yes in the past I lie on the group and I was a terrible mistake. But that day I was \offl my medication. And that's the truth I just want to move on and patch things up. I'll make things perfect but I can't do this alone that's where I need the group for help. PS I don't want to make more enemies, for now on after this post I will always talk about diabetes and see how everyone is doing?please don't delete this post web M.D. do notice I put OT means off-topic. I didn't write so for now on I'll work much harder and harder to become that man you all want me to be and mom would be proud. So just give me a chance web M.D. I promise I won't steer you wrong, photo you mentioned about play my games, do you think it's not good to play games on the computer, yes my therapists feels like to get addicted but I tell not I haven't played three days so far. I think I'm a lot playing moderation. You all take care