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if that scared you this is a gorefest.Went in to eye Dr like I said earlier and I had never heard a Dr use the "F" word before,but this slipped out before he thought.We did the eye dilated thing he shined the light in the right eye(mind you this is the first time he's ever looked in there)he was like WTF and he pulled back then went back for another look-see he's like we have some serious issues here,laser surgery will not work we are gonna have to replace it with a plastic insert and since you have seizures you are gonna have to be AWAKE while we do this,extremely doped up but awake.I almost tossed my cookies right there(I'm not much on things like that,very weak stomach).Left has cataracts now stage 2 on the 1-5 scale 5 being the worst.Glaucoma has come done to a 13 in left and 12 in right(thank you medical marijauna,luetin)gave me a prescript for zithromax to clear up an infection,also with some eye drops.With the help from some advice from everyone I didnt crack(unlike the right eye I have extremely cracked,like a broken windshield) 200 all day highest number was 163.Can anyone explain this,I checked my numbers 20 mins ago(10:30 pm),and I'm at 44 but I feel totally fine?Besides a touch of 80's "valley girl" speak I mean totally to the max,gag me with a spoon if your under 30-35 years of age you might not know what I'm talking about(yes I'm eating,I'm eating and drinking tons of water working on 5th 52oz ampm cup of brita filtered water for the day)78 and stablizing I'll check in an hour and see were i'm at.Thats what I mean some times I'm at 60 and I'm jellylegged like this morning,other times 38 and I feel fine doesn't compute.I dont want everyone to think I dont take this seriously cause I do I'm sick of being depressed so I bring a little comedy to the mix.My reg Dr didnt realize I didnt know how to determine my insulin useage he thought/assume I knew and didnt want to work at it.I was like wtf I told'em countless times I've had no insurance to afford reg Drs' visits or specialist plus my numbers are totally outta wack what would you think plus everytime I ask what to take I get the standard "well everyone is different,there're different variables blah,blah,blah"I'm like I understand that but at least give me something to work with.(To quote Dr Evil"will someone throw me a fricken bone here")So now we have a endo/nutr type person I get to consult with.I think the reason he thought I didnt care was my roommate/caretaker works at the clinic I go to and he's probably hearing her
b@#ch about me and figured I dont care,she's been upset about my low BSL episodes.To change the subject does anyone know what a ketone is?Have a good night.Digm70