Hi BB
Well I was trying to find an answer to your question and that's all I could find.
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change the things I can,
And wisdom to know the difference. When in 2000 when I could not get out of bed from pain and when to work anyway and dragged myself back to take care of my family. This is what kept me sane.
Of course at the end of one year and many tests,. I was diagnosed with Ankysolis Spongylitis and been on pain medication since.
I still have a hard time. But I decided that I was Helene and not AS and this was not going to be me but my illness.
We all must go on and take care of us as much as possible with the tools we have and the capacity we have.
We all have the strength re of my family. This is what kept me sane.
Of course at the en of one year and many tests I was diagnosed with Ankysolis Spongylitis. So been on pain medication since and still have difficult times.
But I decided that I was Helene and not AS and this was not going to be me but my illness.
We all must go on and take care of us as much as possible with the tools we have and the capacity we have.
We all have the strength and the grass is not greener on the other side everyone has a cross to bear.
You have to make the choice for you and no one can do this for you
Hug
Helene
Helene GW 140 CW 201 SW 224
Every day is a gift do your best, be kind especially to yourself and smile.