Hello and welcome.....MiMi in NC...sorry that things are not going better for you right now....but I am sure that you will be able to find something that will help you cope better....
As for the disability....you must keep on keeping on....the system is so broken...if you have worked then you have paid for the benefits if you are no longer to work...and you must continue to fight for them....no...it is not right....but it is the system....not you....are you still drawing the disability that the company put you on? I sure hope so...it the deadline has passed on your appeal...then you need to file again...
I ended up having to contact my county representative about getting the SSD...and eventually I got mine...it took a long time...are the doctors behind you in this? It is important for them to send in all of your paperwork....and this should actually be enough to approve you....
I hope you will read the info under "Tips" and "Resources" to the right of this page...you might find some good things that you can try that perhaps will allow you to cope better....I know it gets rough....but again...we FMers must keep on keeping on....until we get to where we need to be...
I hope that you will perhaps seek local help....I know things are not too good right now...but surely you can get help from perhaps a local church or some other organization....
Take care and good luck....please keep us posted on how things work out for you...
MiMi
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