Hello John and Nancy,
Thank you so very much for your responses.
I know after having this for 17 years, which actually it is 19 years, it seems odd that I am still fighting to maintain my life and career as normal as possible. It is my passion and without it, I am only 1/2 me.
And through dance and meditation I did maintain a good life for about 6 -8 years of that 19, no meds during that time. In fact, even when I was first told I had this, I was only only meds for a few years and realized I needed something else. That and all the medicines I tried I was allergic too. So through exercise and classes and performing, and getting much sleep, I did well. Oh I had horrible flare ups, but I got through them, and pushed to the other side of the pain, as my doctors said I should. It is such a mind game huh?
That is why these past years has been so devastating. I am still allergic to the meds and I am worse than ever. And yes, I have costiochronitis and have for most of those 19 years. Have had injections, etc.
I am not looking for a quick fix, trust me I know better but I have been in this pain level of consistently for over a year now and no doctor seems to be able to help me. The IV Lidos do help, but my work is so active, it doesn't seem to last too long. I am lucky that my one job understands and I can take a day here and there if I need to, I have been there 18 years.
I am not giving up my career for this, I just need someone to help me ease the pain in my feet so I can walk and dance again. The spine and sternum, well, not sure what can be done. I tried to take a ballet class yesterday, as I have a cream compound I am trying on my feet, but only lasted 1/2 the class, very depressing. But at least I was there right?
Thank you again for your advice John and Nacny, I will look into everything you suggested.
Dutch