sorry I haven't been around a couple of days... been looking things up and finding information... I talked to someone at a Parkinson Organization... talked to my new neurologist on the phone... guess he is alright... he gave me time to answer some questions I didn't have the guts or knowledge to ask on Monday...
He said with my history... way back 30 years ago when I was paralyzed... and the jerking started... and the rigidity and the drs had no answers for me he thinks the answer was Parkinson... the odds of things changing even if I go off the meds is pretty low but it might slow it down again...
with ms and fm things are complicated... just leave it to me to be a challenge... lol... It wouldn't be right to have everything sur-real and dealt with... I am not having too bad a time dealing with it... the word dementia came up talking to my dr... that and it is giving me another reason to loose concentration and not remember things... What the hey... I forgot my own name yesterday lol...
I called my gastroenterologist and he abruptly changed my reglan... and my psychiatrist finally got the message today about the abilify... I talked to my counselor and she was talking to her... there is no guarantee that the symptoms will go away... the dr thinks they started 30 years ago when I had the problems with spastisity and paralysis...and no one could find a reason for it... I have had these symptoms a long time and he said the meds just triggered them to enhance them...
Ironically my dear uncle with Parkinson died Monday... about the same time I was at the dr... I can't go to the funeral once again... so I will need to go out and buy me a helium balloon and let it go tomorrow... sorta like letting him go... my way of saying goodbye... He was one of my favorite people in my life... I will love him all ways and always...
Well the kids are wanting a snack... it is medicine time for me... and I guess I have gone on enough... I feel sorta lost today... I might be back for more... I really don't have anyone to talk to but you... My mom is hurting over her brother and mentioning Parkinsons Monday didn't help... they are on the road and I feel I need to be strong for them... my kids I don't think have grasped it... I still haven't told my oldest can't get him to answer the phone... lol...
so... you all take care and hang in there...
soft and gentle hugs... Love... Jan/Dakot