Thanks for all the input. However I do not want to collect both at the same time. I was asking him if I can stay on unemployment until I get disability. He said no, as they ask are you able to work and looking for work. So said no income until get my disability.
I just think though that he got mad at me when I did not want to up my Savella and instead wanted to go back to Gabapentin, as I liked it better. Savella was too much for me, let alone taking more of it. Plus I moved I am WV now and he was my doc in NJ. It's a 5 hr drive to see him now. Said can't do sleep study as no insurance for the chronic fatigue.
No he wouldn't hire me or I would hire myself. I am no longer dependable. I never know bad day or not. Never know when my IBS is going to kick in either. He suggested part time disability as feels if I go completely out I may get very depressed. I told him getting depressed I keep getting told I am over qualified.
Yes, I have been told carpel tunnel and R/A in my hands, so not helping. No insurance it is getting worse. My son the one day as getting ready for interview asked you are changing shoes, right? I said yes I'm not going in flip flops. Asked why, said well toes are bad enough from R/A but your feet look really bad now as they keep turning blue like they are now.

Real confidence builder as I am getting ready for an interview! My husband suggested working from home again, as I did that before. But not the greatest internet here in WV, have DSL now had high speed cable before. But I am thinking of doing that but again not much outside contact, and doc thinks I would get more depressed.
I guess I am just getting down from the job hunting and how much FMS has taken from me. I learned to deal with the R/A as teen when got that, then Lupus with the hair loss. But the FMS seems to be the worse for me. At least with the others I was not in pain every day with them, only when they flared. Now seems some pain every day with FMS. Some days better than others, I call good days, but never pain free now.
FMS sucks !!! : ) Just venting again, I guess. Thanks for once again all for being here. This too shall pass.
Crystal