I've been absent for a few days and as you can see I did a lot of catching up tonight. I wish I was up and able at a decent time to do the daily roll call but most of my computer time is from 10 pm to 4 or 5 am when I am finally able to fall asleep.
I am still suffering the after effects of the lumbar epidural I had a week and a half ago. I have tried ice and heat alternating like the nurses suggested but I still have a lot of the burning raw nerve feeling. It doesn't matter if I sit, stand or lie down I always feel it somewhere. thats part of what's keeping me awake these nights and tonight the anxiety is in high gear because in 12 hours I get my forst cervical epidural and I am terrified of the resulting pain. I am also worried that I will be in too much pain to pull off my Thanksgiving dinner. I do all of the cooking and baking myself and I usually start some of my prep work on tuesday and do a little of this and a little of that until the meal is served. We have a few friends coming over that don't really have any place to go for the holiday. I just hope I can handle all of the noise and commotion. That is difficult for me on any given day but the cervical epidural is bound to change everything. I am trying to keep a positive "I can do this" attitude and DH has offered to help me with meal prep this year so that is a bit of a relief.
If this injection is anything like the last one I will be bed bound by 4 pm today and will likely stay there til Tuesday morning when the pain abates enough fo rme to get around a little bit. The one perk this brings is I get to play "director" while my DH and DD get the house clean and spruced up for the holiday.
Maybe I will be able to check in later if I can't sleep. I will have DH bring me the laptop so I can puuter around a bit. Hope you all have a wonderful and symptom free day