Hi Mimi!
I just got in about ten minutes ago...I went to mom's early this morning to do our laundry. I got the first load in at 9:30; but the last load didn't get into the dryer until after 2:00. The heating element is going bad and it takes up to an hour and a half to dry a load. I didn't leave the house until 4:00 this afternoon.
But we have clean clothes again, hallelujah. I am absolutely pooped, though. I stopped at the market on my way home because I didn't want to cook. I've had zero energy and this flare has been kicking my tail big time. That "wellness window" a few days ago was just a tease, lol. I have been hurting worse than I have in months.
Tonight I'm breaking down and taking a Cyclobenzeprine, because I've been in spasm from the middle of my back up since Monday afternoon. I took a Percocet last night to sleep, but when I woke up I was just as stiff as I'd been when I went to bed. I pushed through the day to get the laundry done; and tonight I'm hurting a bit less; but I'm still taking the Cyclobenzeprine anyway. I may have to do some extra holiday baking tomorrow and I need to be able to move.
I got some surprising news from mom today. She has to go see an eye specialist in January because she has lesions on her cornea and she's almost blind in one eye. It was a total shock, because she'd never said anything about it before. Her opthamologist says it's caused by an
autoimmune disorder of some sort, but he hasn't been able to figure it out. So she's off to the specialist.
I was floored...I knew dad's side of the family has a lot of autoimmune issues, including Fibro; but this is the first I've heard about mom's side. I've been going blind in one eye for two years now and my MD said it was a cataract; but I'm wondering now if he's wrong. Maybe it's the same thing mom has. I have no way of knowing at the moment, though. My insurance has already covered two surgeries this year and I don't dare risk a third. We've already been notified that our premiums will be going up.
I can't help but wonder---with both sides of the family having autoimmune issues (dad had Fibro, as did my uncle and grandmother; my aunts have Fibro, and my cousin has Fibro, Lupus and RA), what does that mean for my future? What are my risks, especially since I have Fibro too? Mom's news knocked me for a loop; because she's always been obnoxiously healthy. Now I'm wondering if what she has is hereditary, because we're both going blind in the same eye.
But I'm going to stop wondering, lol. Husband has just served dinner. I'm going to eat, take a Cyclobenzeprine, and go to bed good and early. Tomorrow is another day.