Well HAPPY NEW YEAR to the FMILY..
Coming in on the DAY!!
I started the year with my back acting up as I was cleaning the house and trying to put all the *hidden things away and sort through things.
Crap, no party for me, and DH came home early and was snoring by 10......so what a start to the year!!
Doing better today I have found a new weak spot in myself and have to be SO CAREFUL.
Priority one is to empty this house of so much clutter that I hold on to...I am not a hoarder but I could be! I haven't painted in 10 years yet all the canvases and paints and crap sit here....
G O N E. going going GONE..
Next a free join to weight watchers 360* program is on the list and I will make every effort to do my best with all the issues in my life...despite the "enabling" husband (who brigns home goodies I can't say no to....to sabbotage me). Always does this!
I am also going to walk.....walk everyday. BEFORE work, like I did before.....I do it for ME. The hell with the things I put on my plate on my own in the morning. I have to get a better me here.....I can do it.
I have a magnet on the fridge....."IF IT IS GOING TO BE...IT IS UP TO ME" Truth! Right??
I survived babysitting overnight at my son's....heating pad on and an extra dose of meds....one time I had to split them up and the little one was in her crib to try and nap. It didn't work but it gave me a time out to rest a minute and helped....
We made cookies and they have a cardboard box they both fit in....man that is all you need....no expensive toys, just a box. They had so much fun in it! We danced and sang and watch the snow come down..... I made blueberry pancakes and strawberries on top....had a good time. I then went home and SLEPT.
Then yesterday I started the day with enthusiasm and pulled my back lifting a laundry basket I threw everything of importance to hide for the holiday! HEAVY.....so I spent the day on my back and strtching the spine and heating pad in place

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OK, that is my update....today I tred lightly as work is inevitable in the morning and I am fragile today...I can feel it.
May the New Year bring you all something to treasure and hopefulness to get better then you are today. I am always hopeful.........

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Happy New Year...........Nancy B