Good morning Mimi and All... Trying to stay awake here... Now I am tired... My morning alarms are going off to wake me lol... Now there is no sleep for this wicked person lol...
Coming off a crazed Manic High... These highs have been so bad lately... Actually they are quite fun but the crash into depression is bad news... I seem to go quite lower then my normal these days... They took away my meds that were working great for me because they thought they triggered Parkinson symptoms as side effects... OOOPS... MMM... Come to find out... Wasn't the meds... Just following a few relatives and have Parkinson's Disease... So now they are still looking for the new magic... You know the magical pill to make mania all better lol...
LOL... Well... I got my son up for his long day... Now it is already time to get his young-un up... In half an hour he is off to school and Daddy is off to work... Then I have to bake a cake... My oldest is 36 today... And he wants me to bake him a cake... So no matter how I feel it shall be done... And I FEEL... LOL... Tonight after my son gets off work both sons are going to a birthday party for a friend of my youngest son's... Don't know yet if I will have 1 or 2 of the grandkids... 1 might go to Mom's... No communication yet...
I would like to carve his cake... I use to carve special cakes... Trucks... Boomboxes... Race cars... Dolls... Santa... Snowmen... Dogs... Cats... And not so "clean" things lol...
I was going to make him a clown but I don't have cupcake pans anymore... Altho.... Don't really need them if I get creative enough lol... His attitude has been bad lately... Maybe a clown would be fitting for him lol...
They were just beginning to talk FM when he stopped Doctoring... Due to no insurance... I pray he will soon have insurance... He just told me about that... I suspected that but was hoping it didn't get passed on to both of them... He is in so much pain already... His spine didn't grow right and he already can't work... He filed for SS but you know how that goes... especially for the young... It drives him nuts to be in such pain and want to work... It hurts him terribly to care for me and the kids... I haven't been able to help with the kids much lately... It has been hard on him...
Well... Enough rambling... I must be boring you silly lol... Don't you ever want to reach thru the computer and just say... "Shut up!!"... Oh yeh that is what they make back buttons for lol...
You all take it easy... Pace Pace... and Pace some more... As I will be doing when I finish here... The dishes are calling my name... LOL... I wish I couldn't hear them lol...
Take care... Love... Jan/Dakota