Hi,
I've been in my first sero-discordant relationship (I'm negative) for a little more than a month. My partner has an undetectable viral load and takes his medication. 4 days ago (around 11pm), while stupidly piercing his ears with a safety pin, I pierced the skin right above the nail of my right index finger, after the pin had gone through his ear. I could barely see the hole in my finger and don't think I saw any of my own blood, but I sucked it (not thinking that it would have been best just to express the spot), then doused it with rubbing alcohol. He calmed me down, I fell asleep, then, around 8am, I went to an ER and started PEP. I now have months supply and was told that it has an 80% success rate.
I guess I just need help contextualizing all of this. The ER doctor told me my risk of conversion, given that his blood is a known source, was at least moderate and could be described as moderate-to-high. He also said that I should have come in right away. My partner's undetectable viral load and the fact that it was not a syringe count in my favor. Oddly, the spot felt infected, like an ordinary cut or poke might, the day after I went to the ER.
One question I have concerns what seem like side effects from PEP. I'm fatigued, I have nausea, cramping, diarrhea, sore throat, and mucous in my nose/sinus. Are these normal? Could they be symptoms of actually contracting HIV?
Thank you.