After my 4th c-section last year, I went for my 6wk check up and everything was fine. A few says later I was doubled over in severe pain...couldn't even stand up straight;walking hunched over. I ended up in the Emergency room thinking there was a complication with the surgery or they left and instrument or something inside like you hear about on tv! After hours of IV fluids, pain meds and testing, the doc. comes in and says, well I found out what's wrong with you, "you have an old person disease...diverticulitis". This came as a shock to all of us, as I had just turned 32. I was admitted to hosp. and given stong antibiotics through IV for 6 days. Almost 1 year later have not gone longer than a 2wk span feeling "normal!" My new nickname is "Hermie", b/c I am like a hermit-not wanting to leave the house - in fear of pooping my pants! Whether due to the urgency to go, or diarhea...I even fear passing gas! Anyway, had same pains 2 wks ago, went to ER thinking it was another bout of Diverticulitis. CT scan showed it was not. They admitted me and after 6 days of testing my blood, urine, 2 ct scans, endoscopy, colonoscopy, gynecological exam, internal and external pelvic ultrasounds, surgical consult, urologist consult, and poking and prodding, I am given the diagnosis of IBS! I was devastated! The resident said that I should be happy it's not serious like Colon cancer, "It's just IBS!" I grew even more aggravated and told him, you mean to tell me that in less than a year I have been diagnosed with now 2 chronic intestinal deiseases at the age of 32, that have no true rhyme or reason to flare ups or warning signs, and I am to be relieved? Of course I am glad I am not facing cancer...but there is no relief for the diagnoses I've been given. He told me to eat a high fiber diet, drink lots of water, and take an anti-depressant...all of which have been part of my lifestyle for years! Any other suggestions? Is there a recommended antidepressant that has specifically helped anyone? PLEASE help- I am at my wits end! Hesitant to leave the house and afraid to eat anything...my pains and diarhea are severe and almost instant! Laying curled up in a ball whimpering on the couch is not at all how I want my 4 kiddoes to see/remember me!!!