Hi my name is Alyssa and I am now 29.
I used to come to these boards approx 10 yrs ago when I was first sick. I got sick in Nov 2001. I was diagnosed in Oct 2003 100% with severe SLE with several organs involved including pulmonary, cardiac, CNS, minor kidney, joints, and 10 of the 11 criteria for diagnosis. I also have been diagnosed with osteoporosis from the prednisone as well as Cushings', Sjogren's, Raynauds', Fibromyalgia and a bunch of other "fun" illnesses. My rheumatologist calls it Mixed Connective Tissue Disease. For about 2.5 years now, I have been struggling with stomach "issues". I was diagnosed with gatroparesis about 2 yrs ago however while in the hospital this last time (I was in 3 weeks until Dec 23) I went through a TON of testing including a gastric emptying study. The tests almost all came back normal for stomach issues. I've been hospitalized 4 times this year alone for my stomach as well as several other times since I got sick with the gastro stuff (well also for the Lupus too but I'm concerned about the gastro stuff for now 0.o). My problem is SEVERE vomiting and nausea. It kind of flares up but while in hospital, on all the meds, I don't vomit but do have nausea. Once I get home from the hospital it only seems to take a few days before I start to vomit again. The last night before I went to the ER, I vomiting close to 100 times in 1 evening. I desperately am trying to figure out what the heck is wrong with me. I am losing weight (which by itself would be fine since I did gain a bunch from the prednisone but it is a significant symptom), low potassium, dehydration as a side effect, low blood pressure, abdominal pain, some diarrhea (but not a lot) chronic, worsening fatigue, muscle weakness, dizziness, loss of appetite, etc. When I am in a vomiting "flare", nothing stays down- meds, water, apple juice, ginger ale, rice, etc... I've had ct scans of my brain and abdomen, ultrasound, barium studies (like swallowing, tilt table, etc) the only one I have not had so far is the manometry test- that I know of anyways... I am very desperate for ideas about what is going on with me...
I'm on a lot of new meds including domperidone, nabilone, maxeran, zofran, prednisone, imuran, started Cymbalta for fibro, fentanyl patches, morphine and a whole bunch of others that I can't think of at the moment...lol.. ( I take approx 40-50 per day) I absolutely cannot go through this like I have been. The quality of life is just not there and I want it back. I've been sick for 10 yrs now, 8.5 of those was spent on bed-rest- alone. I went back to school (in hope of DOING something and meeting new friends and learning) but the stress is making it a little too much right now.
Life with Lupus has been very difficult and I need my life back finally! My whole adult life, I've been sick. I've never been able to work, I've been single and lonely (except for my awesome Wolf Pack friends that I met on here years ago who make my life so much more meaningful!). So anyways, sorry to drag this out- I am really hoping someone might have a clue as to what I can do to finally figure this out.....
Thank you for your time!
~Alyssa