I completely understand I have been where you are You need to keep trying to find at least 1 dr who will listen to you That will make a huge difference But I agree tell no dr you r tkg anything illegally I found plenty of Pain Mgmt Drs for yrs who would prescribe pain meds (Oxycodone, Morphine, Stadol, Methadone, Dilaudid) but after a while I would need higher & higher dosages for them to be effective, so they would switch meds & we'd start all over again I tried every test, surgery & trmt imaginable Western, Eastern & Homeopathic Nothing wkd for "me" I even went into respiratory failure & almost died similar to Heath Ledger, not from an overdose, but from a preponderance of sedating meds used over an extended period of time And the Migraine PAIN was still unrelenting! Besides hvg a family member who stuck by me, I had 1 doctor who always stuck by me so I didn't think I was losing my mind. So that is MOST impt! Find a dr you can trust! The other thing I hv found is NO 2 MIGRAINE SUFFERERS R THE SAME! Do NOT GIVE UP! My new dr believes I hv rebound headaches & for the 1st time in 15 yrs I am completely off ALL pain meds Withdrwal almost killed me & 6 mos later I am still hvg migraines But he is wkg with me, supportive & not judgmental So I am gvg it a try There are so many other meds out there now to prevent migraines One of the most successful is anti-seizure meds, Topamax (now available in generic), helps a lot of people Another is blood pressure medication, I use Propanolol (available at Walmart w/o ins for $4) So many combinations to try Don't give up, A good Neurologist will know Best wishes to you! I would not wish migraines on anyone!