Hi Candy,
I can't type too much as I have a terrible headache (the doctors say migraine) that has lasted five days, so I'm also worn out.
But I had to tell you, you are NOT crazy! Good for you for standing up for your husband! Especially so early in the game. I have been actively trying to find the answers to what is wrong with me for five years now, and I still can't seem to stand up for myself like I should.
My PCP is a small town doctor, but he cares and is trying his best to help figure out what is going on with me, and he admits that he has no idea. He tries to do research online and sends me to specialists.
I have MS and was diagnosed on 2-7-08, I was also diagnosed with Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome in July of 08. But neither of those explain my most troubling symptom. I am still fighting to try and get an answer to that.
I am 24 and a lot of times it feels like I should just be able to enjoy my kids being little and being a stay-at-home Mom, but this is just how it is. It is very stressful, especially to think of what my illness does to this family. But that is where this site helps so much! The people here are excellent, as you already know.
They may not be able to be there physically to offer a shoulder to cry on, but it helps to have people who know what you're going through. I find it is better for me to come here and talk to people about my symptoms or dealing with this MonSter than anyone around me (who are all very supportive), because everyone here understands.
You are a wonderful wife to be so strong in trying to help your husband get a diagnosis. Don't ever think you are crazy, and vent here when people try and make you feel that way.
Okay I don't think that came out the way I wanted, sorry, I can't think clearly right now. I got a lot more out than I thought I would, I just wish it made sense.
Just try not to stress to much, take a deep breath (it really does help), and go cuddle with your hubby for a while. I find that just laying in my hubby's arms is my biggest stress reliever. You will get the answers and help he needs, it's just going to take some work.
Hang in there and have a good night.
Kristie