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I am being seen by a practice. My gp is in the practice and was nice in the past. But after being prescribed a horrific mood stabilizer instead of an anti anxiety med by one of the in practice psychiatrists, i have paid out of pocket to see a psych who isnt scared to prescribe what has always worked....benzos and ambien. I am very careful w my medicine and try to take as little as possible. And I have never upped my doses no matter how much it is harder to feel better. I have consistently taken the same amount of medicine for the last few years. Despite this, my dr. was bothered that I am being prescribed these medicines. But they are the only thing between me and stopping work
Meanwhile after my last head surgery I had a lot of spasms in my neck. I was told by my neuro, there is no neuro reason for this and it is unrelated.
I saw the on practice pain clinic. At first they said they didn't know what my problem was I just had scoliosis. After shots of cortisone, botox, low grade muscle relaxants, I became frustrated and asked for an MRI that found minor(they don't feel minor) bulging discs. After trying everything recommended, when their pain management guy became sick of me because my' minor' bulging discs that "shouldn't be that painful" seemed like he didn't want to treat me any more. I gave up and again paid out of pocket to see an orthopedist who prescribes soma. I do not like this medicine but sadly it helps my muscles.
I still haven't found the right way. I panic I will die like Heath ledger or Whitney h or Michael j because my dr thinks the meds I am taking are terrible. But I have chronic problems that are very real. I don't want to pop pills at all. I don't even go out on the weekends anymore I am so sad and in pain. I don't have a guy in my life because I feel useless. Everyone closeto me except my poor dad thinks I am a hypochondriac. And iam so so sad. I never chose this body.
But I am not asking what I meant to. I was horrified to find that my regular dr wouldn't even send me for an MRI when I injured myself this week. I could barely move in his office and he told me to go home and exercise. And it was like pulling teeth to get a short term prescription for pain medication, although he reluctantly gave it in the end. But more worrying to me was he just didn't take it seriously that I had hurt myself. Even though I cried on his exam table.
Please anyone out there can you please tell me where I can go for a gp and for a pain doctor who will understand me and not treat me like a drug addict? He's not even running tests anymore.....and I feel like crying because all I want is to be normal and go out without pain....
Please help me. I'm so so sad.
I am sorry you are experiencing all this and fully understand.
It is against the rules in all WebMD communities for any of us to recommend doctors. There is a link under the search bar at the top of the page for 'doctors'. This takes you the the WebMD Physician Search and you can use that tool. You can also provide an e-mail address that will not reveal personal information and members can contact you with recommendations in that manner.
I pray you find the answers and relief you are looking for.
Blessings,
Dave
I am not trying to violate the rules. I am new to this site. Thank you for letting me know I can give my email so people after getting consent from their dr can privately send me a message. Here is an email with no personal info as you stated I must do
inceptiongirl@mail.com
I hope this is now acceptable? And now, doubting after your words anyone will dare to contact me, I would like to simply request anyone to validate my experience. I am crying from feeling so alone in my problems.
First of all, I think you need to find a clinician who is willing to dive deeper into into what you are experiencing than just treating something that showed up on a MRI. You talked about having anxiety, insomnia, and a fear of dying like Mr. Ledger. An experienced counselor can help you work through some of the causes of what you may be dealing with. In addition, Massachusetts is the birthplace of the whole mindfulness movement that seems to work well with managing stress and chronic pain, and there may be a class on this in your area.
Working with someone who is an expert in movement, like a physical therapist for example, can help you get more active and address body mechanic problems that might be making you hurt more. An active body will ultimately be in less pain than an inactive one.
I think there is a lot more that can be done to help you that doesn't include more pills. Look for a team of providers that want to look at the big picture and treat the whole person, mind and body.

You did not mention what kind of MRI you wanted when you injured yourself this week, was it a spinal MRI of some kind? New spinal injuries generally do not need an MRI, and exercise is the right thing for him to prescribe for a new back injury as opposed to bedrest. I don't know exactly what he meant by exercise so it is hard to tell from your post.
I don't know if you will have to consider being "normal" as also having chronic pain. I expect to be in pain the rest of my life, I do consider myself "normal" though.
Take care of yourself. Find a new doctor if you wish, but do not base the choice on how free he is with his prescription pad.
Annette
Interventionist= a doctor who does injections, implanted pain pumps, implanted spinal stimulators, And surgery to try and correct or compensate what is causing the pain,they very rarely use Medication to control pain
Pain Management clinic: PT,OT, Acupuncture, Acupressure, Meditation , Massage , biofeedback , TENS
Medication's, CBT, Physiatrist , Group therapy, and much much much more"026"026
http://www.doctorsforpain.com
So as soon as you get a diagnosis you can use that link and find a Pain Doctor of your choice and get yourself an appointment.
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