Find another pain management doctor. I've tried 2, they were like night and day. My primary doctor referred me. My pain began about 12 years ago, and each year it gets steadily worse. When I had minor surgeries, the opiod pain medications they gave me helped my regular so much. Compared to my every day pain the surgery pain was nothing, but on the opiods I was able to do so much in my life that I'd stopped doing or dreaded doing. I no longer gardened, walked my dog, dreaded walking, hated grocery shopping, the stores are so big, I didn't go anywhere that required walking, not even the county fair. Kneeling, bending to do housework, steps, and especially waking up in the morning was so painful and difficult, I was a miserable person. The first pain doc tried many medications for fibromyalgia which did not diminsih the pain and had terrible side effects, lethargy, goofiness (not being to think or talk) falling asleep every time I sat, anger and grouchiness. I told her about her about the opiods and she would just say "I'm not giving you narcotics" and made me feel like she thought I was a druggie. I left one day in tears and never went back. A year later my primary told me to go this doc she knew further away and I dreaded it but went, I wanted relief so badly. I've always been honest and up front but dreaded being made to feel like a druggie again, even so I told my story truthfully and the bad experiences I'd had. I left that first appointment with opiiod pain med prescriptions and an appointment to see a doc about my neck and back pain, who sent me for MRI's and other tests. Turns out I have cervical spine stenosis, also lower back and this is causing pain all over my body. Someday I may need surgery but with no guarantee to stop the pain of course. Meanwhile he and the pain med doc have given me quality life back. I am gardening again big time. I enjoy shopping, fixing up the house, DOING things, I still have lots of pain but it isn't disabling and I don't feel like sitting around crying anymore. I'm happy again, living again. I can bend and kneel and do steps, with care, it all still hurts but is manageable now. My day is filled with projects that interest me. All because of finding the right doctors who are taking care of me. Don't give up, living with disabling pain isn't living as you know. Find a doctor that will help you manage your pain as best they can, and tells you are NOT a drug addict. It makes all the difference in the world.