Hi,
I am new to the pain management community. I use WebMD all the time when I get new meds or treatments, but I've thought about getting involved in a pain support group so I decided to check it out.
I am very grateful for having such a great pain center to go to, I try very hard to be strict with my meds. A month ago my right hip flared up, to the point where I can't sit on it, It's almost intolerable to even sit in my car, they did x-rays, found SI Joint dysfunction. When I had the shots a couple weeks later and told the doc doing it he was shocked, said, your too young for that, that can't be it...! It's only been a few days since the steroid shots, I could only get two shots since I just went in two months ago for shots in my back, plus a steroid pack for my hip a week later, which didn't do anything.
I talked to my doc about getting off meds this past summer, so she started weaning me... now I take less then I used to and have been hit with this hip pain, that's not even why I am in pain management to begin with... I'm scared this isn't going to be dealt with and I will have to live with this pain. I have been excited about possibly starting to work again after 10 years... Actually it's almost like the minute I decided to get off meds, or at least see if it's possible and get my life back things just got immensely worse!!!
It's hard talking to family and friends, as much as they might care, they just don't understand and can't relate, which makes me feel more alone.
Is it so bad to just want the pain to GO AWAY??!!