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Getting to the end of my rope.
An_254324 posted:
Hello everyone
I am a new member here and I would appreciate your insight and suggestions regarding my situation. I injured myself 10 years ago (for the 5th time) and this particular injury was a life-changing event. I fell down some oak stairs while carrying a heavy server and pulverized part of my vertebrae, They also found compression fractures, degenerative disk disease, stenosis, sciatica and nerve damage. I am now on total disability. About 8 years ago a doctor put me on Oxycontin and my life went to hell. I will spare you the gory details of my spiral into addiction but I managed to get off of the opiates, with the help of my Psychiatrist, Three years ago I was diagnosed with malignant melanoma and last year I was diagnosed with emphysema. I have been under Psychiatric care for 6 years due to depression and suicide attempts. I see a pain specialist and currently take Butrans patches, neurontin, cymbalta, and otc meds to try to control the pain. I puyt a brave face on to my wife and children but I am in agony every day, don't sleep, have lost interest in everything I used to love, lost my libido, my memory, and my quality of life. Several doctors have told me that I have to be realistic and go back on opiates. I have an addictive personality and that would probably lead to my demise. I have tried every remedy listed on this board and then some without success. I know there must be someone out there that has an answer or solution. I only hope that they happen to read this post. Thank you and I apologize for whining. There are many in this world worse off than me that are coping. Thank You
cweinbl responded:
Not an enviable situation. I'm sorry for your pain.

As I'm sure you realize, addiction disorder is a psychological condition, not physical. It's hard to imagine a situation in which you could use an opioid and not crave it for reasons beyond chronic pain. But you already know this.

Neurontin is not a pain drug. It was designed to treat convulsions. the same applies to Cymbalta, which is an anti-depressant. Yes it is an SSDI inhibitor. But it's still not designed for treating chronic pain.

You could consider Suboxone or naloxone. They were designed to treat addiction disorder and some ( a few) physicians are using it to treat chronic pain, especially with addiction-disorder patients. I would get my hopes up. From what I understand, these drugs are not nearly as effective as today's powerful opioids (Fentanyl Transdermal, Oxycodone, Kadian, etc.).

Finally, you might see if you are a candidate for the spinal cord stimulator, which involves no medication at all. It might have a positive effect upon your sciatica. However, not all of us with degenerative disc disease are a SCS candidate.

Another option is the Intrathecal infusion pump (IT Pump). In this case, your medication (possibly Prialt or a combination of opioids at very low dosages) is distributed via a pump surgically implanted into your abdomen, through a catheter that ejects the fluid upon your effected spinal nerve roots.

To learn more about these and all other relevant interventions for degenerative disc disease and all other spinal maladies and trauma, see the latest and best research here:;12;699-802.pdf .

Many of us here understand exactly what you have in terms of chronic pain. But most of us are able to use powerful and effective opioids because we do not have a history of addiction disorder. That puts you into a very, very small and frightful group of people caught between a rock and a hard place.

I'm sympathetic to your condition and your inability to use the drugs that help the rest of us. It's a difficult place to be. Best of luck.

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