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my newborn lil girl is amazing and wonderful and im adjusting to taking care of her well i think. she is growing steadily and seems happy. my issue is me. my husband works 9-14 hour days 5 days a week (depending on the day, he works in the resturant biz). im alone most of the time to take care of our little girl, no breaks. when he gets home he tries to give me as much time as he can to shower eat and nap, usually abt two hours, then he has to sleep because he gets up for work early. ive usually got her all day and most of the night. we have no family here and not many friends. i can handle her care, im just getting so lonley. im crying everytime he leaves for work because it just feels like a giant weight on my back. i cant stop sobbing when he texts me to tell me how busy the resturant is and he will be home late, like if a 15 top walks in right before close, they cant turn them away. he is our only income right now so he cant quit. he is miserable bc he is away so much and his job is not being as flexable as they said they would be before she was born. he feels awful bc she is not bonding with him very well and cries most of the time they spend alone together. i really dont know what to do. i feel so overwhelmed. we are ok when we are all together, but thoase moments are very rare scince he went back to work. we feel stuck. i guess im just ranting because i dont really have anyone i can talk to about any of this and no solution seems to be in sight. thank you for letting me rant a little