I'm completely lurking... but I know what you guys are going through and maybe i can give you a little hope? Long but it has a great ending... I promise!
I was diagnosed with PCOS four years ago. And was told that I would probably never be able to have another child. (I had a son already, PCOS developed after) I was devastated, and did everything I could and whatever the doctor told me to do. I took Metformin, for a year, followed my metformin and clomid for six months, to having the test to see if my tubes were blocked. I prayed and prayed for a child and I prayed some more that my prayers would be answered. In 2008 my husband fell at work on a friday and passed away on a Monday. And all I could feel was anger, I was angry that I could not give him the one thing that was my duty to give him. And he dies??? Needless to say 2008 was a very dark year for me because I was so bitter. I didn't see what was right in from of my eyes! I still had my beautiful baby boy and I knew that I needed to change. That I needed to be thankful for the things that God had given me already instead of being mad at what he had taken away.
So, I gave up the thought of having another child, And I concentrated on being there fully for my son. We were doing really great, I was content with who I was, a sinlge mother struggling to take care of a seven year old, we didn't have everything, but we had everything we needed!
In 2009 I met John, one of the most wonderful men I had came into contact with. After months of dating and moving into something more serious.... I get pregnant!!! I was overjoyed that I finally could conceive, but sad that my husband didn't get the news.
Well now I am 33 weeks along expecting a little lady and I cannot wait for her to get here. I just wanted to let you ladies know that the road maybe hard ahead of you, but if you stay with it... you will get your happy ending! My doctor told me to lose weight and to get more active, I did. But I think most of all persistance really does pay off.
I wish the best of luck to every one of you! And I will be here if any of you need me!
Heather.