38 weeks today..
I'm so tired from bedrest and lonely at home that by the time DH came home from work on friday I burst into tears. I told him my goal was supposed to get out of the house the whole weekend and feel like part of civilization.
So, friday night he took me out to dinner and some shopping,
Saturday we went out to dinner and saw the movie Date Night! It was sooo funny, exactly what I needed. I laughed so hard I've never had so much urine leak, yikes!
Sunday we went to my parents and had a very delicious barbeque, they have a gorgeous property and deck that overlooks the mountains and the valley where they live. Exactly what I needed..
However I am 38 weeks today..and have been contracting regularly for 4 weeks. Last week I had my membranes stripped and lost my plug, I really thought I'd have a baby this past weekend and it didn't happen

I'm so tired of the phone calls of friends/family asking if i'm still pregnant, and I know they mean well..but its depressing to keep telling people no.
Last night MIL announced she is coming over this week and staying for 2 weeks. It was not planned, she lives on the other side of the US and although I love her I just wish I had known about this so I could mentally prepare. Next appt is this wed...if I am not further dialated my OB will need to admit me to the psych ward