Pregnancy: Third Trimester Community

Ughhh.... I am 34 weeks and 3 days and for the last 3 or 4 days I have had diahrrea, nausea and contractions. I remember when I was pregnant wth DD, this happened to me the day I went into labor and thanks to WebMD message boards, I now know that it can happen even if you aren't in true labor. Well,....great. I am pouting because I am tried of feeling like crap. I just want this to be over. On top of this, I am on nifedipine which is also making me feel horrible. I feel like I'm in my first tri dealing with MS all over again The irritating thing is that I live like 45 minutes from the hospital and I am really scared that my labor is gonna be really fast and I'll go into labor whie DH is at work (1 hr away) so it'll be 2 hours before I can get to the hospital. Also, it's irritating that I can't just have a "normal" pregnancy per se, where everything is fine and dandy until one day: whoops! My water breaks and I know for sure it's time to go in to the hospital. No, instead I'm dealing with crappy preterm labor that puts me in L&D almost weekly despite the fact that I'm on medication at home to stop it. We do okay financially, but it is really taking a toll on our savings having to pay for these constant visits to L&D. Of course I don't want to have the baby this early (34.5 wks) but c'mon already, I'm ready for all this feeling like crap to be OVER and I can just hold my little baby. My dr will let me go into labor at 36 weeks, so I only have 1.5 weeks left before I can go into L&D and they won't stop my labor but of course with my luck, after 1.5 weeks, all contractions will stop and I'll be overdue or something Ugh, sorry to be such a downer, it's just been one of those weeks so far.