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Age 57; 6'2", 225 lbs, and in otherwise healthy condition. Met GP doc for routine annual physical this year, and psa was 3.07 which was up from last years, 2.26. DRE with GP was negative. Did a free psa which came back at 18%. Referral to urologist.
Urologist performed DRE and felt a nodule. Biopsy came back with following summary;
Poorly differentiated adenocarcinoma
Gleason 4+5 with Tertiary 3
Tumor location: R Base, R mid, R apex, L Base.
Tumor volume: Seven cores from less than 5% to 60%(R Apex was 60%) (This is from a total of 18 cores.)
Perineual invasion; None seen
Urologist started me on Casodex 50, and recommends radical prostatectomy with removal of associated lymph nodes(in 4 to 6 weeks), followed by Lupron injections.
I did a bone scan and cat scan this morning. Results tomorrow evening hopefully.
I am having such a hard time accepting this since I feel sooo darn good otherwise. Energy levels are good, and I can do virtually anything I did at age 40, albeit at a slightly slower pace. This is devastating news to my wife and I, as I just retired a year ago, and just completed building new home a couple of months ago. Life was just starting to be really good. Now this. We can't stop crying.
I know every case is unique, but, based on others with similar factors, how would you expect this to evolve? How much time do I have?
My heart goes out to both you and your wife. I hope that things went better than you had expected and hope that you keep us posted on your results.
Please try your best to be strong and positive. I know that this is definitely easier said than done, but mind and body work in mysterious ways.
You are in my thoughts and prayers and I hope that we hear back from you soon.
The bone scan and ct scan were both negative. I also recently had an mri of the lower back which did not show any indications of tumor.
I do have a question related to my psa numbers. I have been so careful over the last ten years to get a yearly psa, and track those numbers. Mine has been running 1.6 to 1.8 up until 2009 when it came back at 2.26, and then this year it was 3.07. Do you think this cancer has been with me for a long time? How urgently do I need to have the surgery? Were I to wait for another month or so to have the surgery, would that make any difference? (aside from the panic I'm feeling)
I really do need to have the surgery done so I will at least know what I'm facing. Hopefully, my own resolve will kick in at that time. Right now, I'm a complete emotional wreck. (Don't let the typed word fool you - I feel like I'm in serious trouble here.)
No longer can I go to sleep on my own, and I hate that. xanax and ambien are the only way I can get sleep.
Sorry for whining.
k
Man, my heart goes out to you. I know what prostate cancer anxiety is like. I highly, highly encourage you to reach out to the prostate community on HealingWell. Many, many guys there, and they're ready to lend an ear. There are guys with similiar stats to yours! You just missed the regular Wednesday night chat session there. It's a very active bunch--the most active and talkative I know of.
You might also want to find a support group near you. Check the US Too website for a listing of prostate cancer support sites, or call the American Cancer Society (if you're in the states). You might want to go to a general cancer support group like I did. It can really help. So can stress reduction or sleep CDs. Try getting in some light exercise.
Dr. Moul will probably have some more info for you, but my layperson's take is that you don't need to rush. A few weeks to settle down, let the anxiety dissipate a bit, and make an educated decision can only help you in the long run.
I'm not a religious person, but I do sometimes go to Mass with my wife. A nice benediction as the faithful get ready to leave is the prayer to "free us from all undue anxiety."
That's what I wish for you right now. Health and freedom from all undue anxiety. You're now a member--albeit an unwilling one--of a global brotherhood. Take some comfort in that and get some rest.
Peace.
Take a deep breath... All will be fine, I'd bet big money on that!! I went through all of this 5 years ago. It wasn't until my PSA reached 4.5 that I was sent to the Urologist for testing and they found it. I never had any of the scans (Doc didn't think they were necessary) and had the RRP done on me (non-robotic) and all has worked out fine. PSAs are now all less than zero. Try to view this as just one of those speed-bumps in life and this will all be behind you before you know it. I believe just about everyone that visits this discussion board can relate to what you are going through since we've all been there. Your outlook on life might change a little in that you might see that life is short no matter what and you need to enjoy it!! I always wanted a Jaguar, so I went out and found a nice used one (couldn't afford a new one!!) and my wife and I have been enjoying that thing for 4 years now!! Point being, get out of that hotel room and try to divert your thoughts and live life as you always have!!!
Anyway, At this moment, I am approximately 12 to 14 hours pre-op. Today has been spent preparing for tomorrow's surgery. Even though I am still very apprehensive, I am more at peace today than I thought I would be. I started out today by stopping by the hospital to pre register, do a little blood work, and then do some shopping to pick up things I think I'll need for the next few weeks. Then I came home and mowed the grass, made a few honey-do home repairs, and then drank that bottle of juice that makes your bowels do weird things. Needless to say, I've been staying close to the bathroom for the last six hours.
I want to say thank you to everyone who took their time to make encouraging posts. They meant more to me than you know.
I'm not sure when I'll make another post, but I'll provide updated pathology as soon as possible.
Take care all, and God bless. By the way, I've spent the last month eating smarter and exercising, and I've lost 20 lbs. I'm down to 206 now, and striving for 200 or less. Then I'll set a new goal.
k
When the doc took out the drainage tube yesterday morning, I asked him this question; You thought my results were going to be a lot worse didn't you? He thought a couple of seconds (about how to answer), and then shook his head up/down. "Yes I did" he said; We rarely see Gleason 9's that are not outside the capsule. You are blessed". I responded, "Yes, I am blessed, but I have also been forgiven" As a Christian man himself, he understood.
So; That's what I know guys. So for now, my job is to get healed up. I am so ready for a bm, just to get past that particular fear!
I better go lay back down.....belly's starting to hurt.
k
Catheter comes out Aug 5, and then that first critical psa test.
This is all so unbelievable.
The catheter was removed last Thursday, and I think I'm doing fairly well so far. Using 1 to 2 pads a day, and hopefully will be continent within a few weeks or months.
I go back on 9/3 for post surgical psa, and first shot of lupron which I'm not looking forward to, but seems to be the next proper course of treatment.
Thanks again, and God bless.
in about 5-6 locations in the U.S.. They are San Diego, Jacksonville, Houston, Boston, Indianapolis and a couple of others as well. Just Google it and see what you come up with.
Everyone I have talked to regretted radical prostatectomy as well as brachytherapy (seed implants).
I just finished 8 weeks of proton radiation treatment and am very, very glad I did. You Dr. is not always right. At least go have an initial interview at your nearest center.
I am no physician and if your lymph nodes are effected, then you may require different treatment. But a consultation at a proton center does not cost anything.
rslemonjr
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